donno wad i should do abt my exams.. so many daes never go school.. so lost.. i hope this nightmare will end quickly.. i hope next sem will come asap.. this sem really fucked up.. *sigh* my rashes now on and off.. also donnno wtf is happening.. its fate ba.. maybe its fate.. T.T
back to school tml.. exam.. also donno wad subject.. also donno wad i should do.. lost lost lost.. wheres the light.. i am really lost in darkness.. so motivated in the 1st sem.. 2nd sem start to slack.. end of 2nd sem.. dont even wanna go school.. T.T
where is my light to guide me.. hope next sem will be better ba.. this is the hard time i have to tahan.. i got lots of job ready to accept me.. i really hope i can grad fast..
one by one.. my frens all getting married.. buying cars.. me leh..?? *sigh* still haven get my head start.. i really regret wad i did last time.. but no motivation.. i really need that light to lead me thru this..
can someone out there please tell me wad i should do to be motivated..?? i came across afew situations..
1st.. get rid of being attached to my computer.. be more active in life.. start to walk out of the house..
but.. i got no frens.. i seems to have alot of frens.. but inside of me.. i am so damn anti-social..
2nd.. be myself.. rot.. and wait for my death.. then to disappoint mummy.. (obviously its not this choice..)
3rd.. throw away my computer.. spend the time and money working and going out..
but i hate going out.. i love staying at home.. i dont even watch movies.. i stream movies at home..
lost lost lost~
